The new me! 
Okay. First of all. I am really surprised that this blog still exist in my life. Currently in RP. Living a good life till now. Really great friends, like SEM 1 COOL PEEPS! and OF COURSE! MY CLIQUE! Very enjoyable place to be in. Looking back at all the post. I noticed I really have grown a bit more matured. I used to typed a lot of slangs like ‘u’ ‘r’ ‘ily’ blah blah blah. But now, look at the difference! Amazing. Christmas is here. Great to have friends around me. But I feel empty. Why is this so? Why? For the past 16 years, other than my cousin and auntie, I never received a Christmas present from my parents. As a kid, what he/she does on Christmas is to pray for a certain toy or item which they want to Uncle Santa and most probably, Uncle Santa will grant them their wishes. For me, no. For the past 16 years during Christmas eve, I prayed to Uncle Santa what I want and 100% won’t get it. Even a simple prayer like, can my parents stop fighting? For me, I don’t know what to do. I never once had a good time during Christmas day. For me, Christmas day is just like any other normal day. For other kids, its heaven, for me, its just another normal day of their life. Same as birthday. When was the last time I had a cake from my parents? Primary 3? The significance. On my 15th birthday, got bashed, quarrelled with my mum. No cake. Only friends remembered my birthday. I meant true friends. Not like some fake people who just attend my birthday just for the sake of attending it. I guess my most enjoyable birthday was my 17th. Of course, my sem 1 mates gave me the best birthday celebration ever. For the first time in almost 7 years, I know what it is like to have a real birthday. To know that your existence on your birthday truly exist. So now, moving on to the million dollar question. When is my best Christmas day coming? I guess it will be a long long time. Till then, hope I don’t die. This maybe your last Christmas guys. Enjoy.
Tom Poh!
So ytd woke up at 12 plus amazingly…. then onlined for damn long… lost count… then went dinner with parents… surprisingly, we went for steak! 
Woke up at 11 plus… met kx and yit hoe at bus stop…. we met xun quan and raymund at tpy mrt station… Trained down to harbour front and went to sentosa from there.. fcking nice… Walked around sentosa then went to siloso beach… damn fun.. swim and splash water… the water is fcking salty and dirty.. so many rocks.. some of it scratched my toe.. fck… stayed in the water for 2 hrs.. went to the toilet and changed… after changing, planned to go to fort siloso but it was freaking closed… 
