Fun is what i want....

Wow. Can’t believed this blog got revived again

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Fri, 23 Dec 2011 19:17:15 +0000

The new me!

Okay. First of all. I am really surprised that this blog still exist in my life. Currently in RP. Living a good life till now. Really great friends, like SEM 1 COOL PEEPS! and OF COURSE! MY CLIQUE! Very enjoyable place to be in. Looking back at all the post. I noticed I really have grown a bit more matured. I used to typed a lot of slangs like ‘u’ ‘r’ ‘ily’ blah blah blah. But now, look at the difference! Amazing. Christmas is here. Great to have friends around me. But I feel empty. Why is this so? Why? For the past 16 years, other than my cousin and auntie, I never received a Christmas present from my parents. As a kid, what he/she does on Christmas is to pray for a certain toy or item which they want to Uncle Santa and most probably, Uncle Santa will grant them their wishes. For me, no. For the past 16 years during Christmas eve, I prayed to Uncle Santa what I want and 100% won’t get it. Even a simple prayer like, can my parents stop fighting? For me, I don’t know what to do. I never once had a good time during Christmas day. For me, Christmas day is just like any other normal day. For other kids, its heaven, for me, its just another normal day of their life. Same as birthday. When was the last time I had a cake from my parents? Primary 3? The significance. On my 15th birthday, got bashed, quarrelled with my mum. No cake. Only friends remembered my birthday. I meant true friends. Not like some fake people who just attend my birthday just for the sake of attending it. I guess my most enjoyable birthday was my 17th. Of course, my sem 1 mates gave me the best birthday celebration ever. For the first time in almost 7 years, I know what it is like to have a real birthday. To know that your existence on your birthday truly exist. So now, moving on to the million dollar question. When is my best Christmas day coming? I guess it will be a long long time. Till then, hope I don’t die. This maybe your last Christmas guys. Enjoy.

Tom Poh!

Need You Now-Lady Antebellum

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Wed, 30 Jun 2010 17:21:04 +0000

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone ’cause I can’t fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn’t call but I’ve lost all control and I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn’t call but I’ve lost all control and I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without
I just need you now

Woah, woah
Guess I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now
And I don’t know how I can do without
I just need you now, I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

A great truth is a truth whose opposite is also a truth.

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Wed, 30 Jun 2010 17:09:13 +0000

Happy one year to my blog… Lookin back at the post from last year…. Changed alot… Don’t know how explain.. Haiz… Guess this is what they meant by Life Is Complicating. Semester 2 just started… 4 more months!!! PLEASE STOP PLAYING, BEING DISTRACTED AND START STUDYIN!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! GET THAT STUDY MOOD!!! Anyway still the same old words i want to say but just too.. Haiz… Nvm. 有些心里话是说不出来的。 Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.

Tom Poh!

Heart-Break.

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Fri, 12 Mar 2010 14:43:45 +0000

Another update after months… Why have life to be so sad? Why?! I just cant tell you how much I love you.. It JUST HURTS ME SO MUCH! The results are shit too… Feel like dying.. Physical not dead.. But mentally, totally gone.. All the best people..

Tom Poh!

Left for dead.

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Mon, 21 Dec 2009 12:20:58 +0000

Another random update.. Practically a dead blog..

Tom Poh!

A long trip= A long day!

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Fri, 04 Dec 2009 17:11:53 +0000

This is gonna to be a long post since a long time… Ytd was a long day… Woke up at 7.30am today… had breakfast and went on a long trip to a province called Tra Vinh. Had a kinda shitty lunch there… The province is pretty undevelopped.. After everythings done, made our way to a city called Can Tho… Developped province… Checked into the hotel… Quite a good one.. 3 stars.. Dinner was fantastic.. shiok.. Went to a fruit market after dinner.. Lots of fruit there… Mom bought tons of it… -.- Ate the fruits at the hotel lobby.. alot of fckin mosquitoes… shitzzz! Now i am kinda tired coz Uncle Viet told me tmr is gonna be a long day… shitzz! Uploaded photos on facebook! No more internet excess till my remainin holidays unless i go LAN shop.. haiz..

Tom Poh!

Mixed feelings…

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 10:34:01 +0000

So another short update… i will be flying off for vietnam tmr… a 9 days trip!! Don noe whether should feel happy or unhappy…

Tom Poh!

Choices Choices Choices?!?!?!?

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 15:00:35 +0000

Should I or Should I not?

Tom Poh!

If two men agree on everything, you may be sure that one of them is doing the thinking

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 15:15:33 +0000

SORRY IF YOU ARE HUNGRY COZ THIS IS HEAVEN!

OK! MIA for like 2 freakin weeks thks to my laziness! So ytd woke up at 12 plus amazingly…. then onlined for damn long… lost count… then went dinner with parents… surprisingly, we went for steak! damn fuckin nice! home-ed and watch f1 plus soccer.. Woke up at 2 plus today! AMAZING RIGHT? then lunch at home… stayed at home throughout and watch f1.. fck la! got extra week of sch! sian….

Tom Poh!

The secret of joy in work is contained in one word – excellence. To know how to do something well is to enjoy it.

Tom Poh Seng Hwee — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 13:12:05 +0000

Woke up at 11 plus… met kx and yit hoe at bus stop…. we met xun quan and raymund at tpy mrt station… Trained down to harbour front and went to sentosa from there.. fcking nice… Walked around sentosa then went to siloso beach… damn fun.. swim and splash water… the water is fcking salty and dirty.. so many rocks.. some of it scratched my toe.. fck… stayed in the water for 2 hrs.. went to the toilet and changed… after changing, planned to go to fort siloso but it was freaking closed… so we went back to vivo and i ate chicken rice while xun quan ate chicken chop… kx ate fish cake, monkey and yit hoe ate bao… trained to serangoon from harbourfront.. then from serangoon took the circle line to bishan then reached tpy… 73-ed home and ate again.. didn the finish the dinner of coz…. damn fcking tired… had a fun day man!!!!

Tom Poh!